mystery mystery girl ~

O-o-o-o over love, love love is pain, pain
O-o-o-o over love, BREAK IT !

today last day of my pathetic year already too much shitnitz happened and happening!
today just ended one freaking situation totally not counted as misunderstanding already.
no matter which point we look at it its still me fucking off its the best option ! :DD
i guess this sentence " Tell him to fuck off your life "
really you're just throwing that back to me huh? :DDDD AWESOME ! *mystery mystery*

not to be harsh but who gives a shit now? definitely not you and guaranteed not me as well :D
so since it all have ended and sudden done then lets end this freaking lousy year 2009 with a bang of music ! FUN ! LAUGHTER !

Time to bring in FC/RC/NC & 280 tgt one more time to celebrate the end of 2009 !
LOUSY SHIT ASS YEAR OF THE CENTURY !

:DDDDDD
ENDING MY FUCKING POST HERE WOOOOOO !

fascinating news.

chalet was fun, indeed too fun to be expected.
but i'm going to skip that part hence carry on with life.

went out without feeling relaxed. somethings are meant for me to foresee.
to let me prepare or either ignore or maybe go against.
i choosed to ignore and maybe let it happen. hmm.. thats a thought to consider now.
well life stills carrys on like i mentioned, have work today but don't have the feel
to serve customers lol. Lazy or perhaps thoughts are flooding my mind.
which conclude to make me feel this way.

Quote to people who understands " one day i will break the rule. one day i will.. "

i kinda got alot of things to post out, like my thoughts now.
but i guess i will keep it to myself. flood my mind out till i stm.
:)

Post will end here.
( i got the feeling that this is my last post for a long time )

special coke is adored.

look at the freaking time now lmao.
special coke means its SPECIAL XDDD
my turn empty bottle to my collection liao welcome Chivas !
lols.
ain't going to post much details about today either.
but went to watch Feng Yun (Wind & Cloud).
it WAS having the best graphics and the best moments of the show.
until when you see the ending you will think what i thought.
" F@#$ing wasted my $10 on the movie "
the ending was seriously lame. expecting to have a 3rd movie.
better to be if not this ending will be stupidly stupid.
well main point about today is the special coke ! XDDD
seriously i need some sleep tomorrow confirm late for work.
no need bet also will win lol !

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so careless of me.

lets start from the afternoon.
woke up felt that i will be late for work.
indeed it came true.
walked towards bus-stop felt something bad will happen before the day ends.
indeed it came true too.
call me crazy but it has always been like this. coincidental? yeah. maybe.
i'm not going into details about what happen just hope i recover soon.
anyway 16th reaching soon. i think i should know what i'll expect.
i shall end my post for today.
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flashbacks.

ever walk and enjoy the cool calm breeze with nothing on your mind?
then suddenly your mind went too blank and *poof* flashbacks came up?
facing that for 2 days and counting already. 8/12 ~ 9/12.
during work every breaks i take i would go to the roof and slack awhile.
a restaurant coincidentally named " Victoria Peak " gave me this emotion.
lets cut the crap about details lols.

but facts are that the breeze on top is quite similar to the one at the real peak.
and yes i am facing rotten luck for this week somehow i have no idea why.
seems to me that this week is a freaking pathetic week for me.
where everything came crashing down onto me.
thats bad news. but good news is.. at least i'm still crawling alive. yeah. crawling.
well at least tomorrow is my off day, what could possibly happen right?
truth is i don't want to know.. lols.
gonna end my post here.

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simply nothing.

worked my ass off !
nothing much happened.
but at least i thought of a quote !
" Although its just for that few seconds. it's actually worth alot to me. "
lol end post liao la nothing to post !

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向左走向右走.

best show we watched at that location man !
haha today hmm.
stunned, shocked, relieve, great, awesome!
is the emotions i felt accordingly :D
i don't have to go into details but i think thats all your readers need to know lol :P
damn tmr got to work sia not sure till what time though starting at 5pm.
and yet i'm stil here posting at 3.12 am lol
apparently i made some decisions today. couple of it done.
more to go. but at least i done some of it less stress for me right? haha !
hmm looks like i've got something else on my mind again. i wonder. when will it.
haha guess what will happen next? :)
well then time to wrap it up today post with a quote.
"eventually when life starts to have good things happening. the next step is to prepare for the part where it ends."
ciao ! :DD

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wonder wonder wonder.

what a day of absolute nothing.
well its actually only throughout the afternoon till midnight where fun begins !
lately had couple of things on my mind
but there is only one or two different topics that hang around everytime.
all this thinking have to stop sooner or later or it will kill my brain cells till its empty.
like completely !
i have to make all the decisions soon.
today it seem like everything is about my thinking eh? lol
shall see what happens next few days and consider of the final step.
:D

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3 lectures enough liao la !

today got lectured by 3 different people
make me have alot of "hmm" on my mind lol
but anyway, lectures are a good thing as wonders give me more answers to life :)
well time will tell everything that is for sure
thats also mean my previous previous post was a plan that i will execute.
"Initiative is something i lack at times, but at times when i have intiative the plan get wild up"

anyway enough of this lets talk about today!
went down to book chalet liao confirmed is on 16th of december !
thanks to sempai, it will be smoothly planned.
and yeah i finally did what i said ! went chiong acarde today too lol fun fun fun !
stopped about this topic.

suddenly feel like ending this post liao. *mood battery low*
haha. i'll end my post with quotes i can think of ba.

"Time will eventually tell my next step, so let live time, time to let live"
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why wait for the end of the day to start posting today?

hahaha i feel so freaking contented now :DDDD
although i don't know who is the message but hopefully its for me :DDDDD
i set up the fire, i continue the fire, i make sure the fire burns :DDDDDDDDDD
hahahahaha !!! CONTENTED LIKE FUCK !!!! LOL :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
FREAKING AWAKE LIAO WELCOME BACK BRIAN YOU ARE FREAKING ALIVE AND FULLY FUNCTIONING NOW !
time to continue my life like how i used to before i started this year :)
my sentence and words always have a hidden meaning to it.
can you tell whats in it this time? hahahahaha !

FTS stands for F@#$ This Situation.

FTS man really FTS.
I am dreading of getting things said and not done.
i guess i shall entertain anyone who calls but most definately i'm not gonna make any moves.
tired of everything and i meant literally EVERYTHING nowadays.
by tired i also meant. bored. like freaking BORED. be me to understand me. try it.
"i hate it when you make plans....get excited.....they never happen"
best facebook group to explain the feelings in details.
i can continue ranting on about this as its really FTS on my mind right now.
but i choose to stop cause theres really no point. :)
perhaps blame me for wanting to stop work for this whole week.
then my luck turns so good that everyone is so frigging busy
that i have to stuck at home playing maple! ITS SO F#$%ING FUN !!!! :D !!
_l_ _l_ _l_ _l_ zzz. FREAKING PATHETIC IF I THINK OF TODAY.
perhaps the boredom is coming back into my life again since. nvm.
pathetic is the word, FTS is the term. go figure.
can't wait to get back to work. then i have my schedule all booked.
and not just waiting at home for nothing to happen.

i can't rmb what i wanted to carry on posting about other than ranting on the same thing.
i think it was something about tommorrow or something simillar.
well i'll post if i ever remember. or maybe not.

anyway enough stupid shit. time to go back to my hole of nothing interesting.
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hangover !

Wa freaking headache now thanks to FC bastard people LOL
its a sickest day of one day in my life!
celebrated my day first with people in my house
had my mom's specialities :D ! AWESOME !
mainly what i did was just nua nua nua! maple maple maple! D: !
but above all every small thing tends to be something big when put together :)
i'm freaking OFFICALLY 17 now !
next year! I WILL DIE ! :DDDDDDDDDDDD !

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CIAO !